samsamsam

This week was not really good.

I planned a holiday and made my trip exactly end where the lab was supposed to go for a trip and after I booked the tickets and arranged everything, my boss has to come and say the event was canceled.
Then someone had to tell her that I was going away to 'somewhere I was not supposed to go'.
Then my mice didnt die, and on a few of them, I couldnt get the injections right. Pissed off with myself.
Then my sequencing experiments failed terribly. I had been trying for a few months without any success.
Then out of no where, the microscope computer had a minor crash and everybody blamed me for I was the last user before it knocked out. Well, the PC recovered the next day.
And almost all, save 3 of my emails to foreign universities for a place never get replied. Those that reply ask for more information and after that they take an eternity to get back.
My boss thinks I'm skiving when I'm actually hard at work.
My tenants keep on complaining. If you dont like the room, shift out; not complain.
I seem to have lost my passion for research.
I'm spending so much on food, and not exercising enough.
I'm always negative and taunting the juniors in the lab (thats besides the point that they deserve it).
I dont walk the talk.
I feel I am getting lazier by the day
Got a huge assignment due next week and I havent even started.
Spending too much money, saving too little
Feeling like life's a series of valleys and each one goes lower than the next with the mountains high up in a distant haze.

God, where are you?